Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in raelyn_saeroth's LiveJournal:

Monday, January 19th, 2004
8:23 pm	*gasp* Guess What!? I am enganged!!! :D Well...kinda....maybe....sorta....oh who cares! I am sill engaged! :D *does a happy dance* Ookies, for those of you that are wondering, I am saying "kinda, maybe and sorta because the guy that asked me, is an old friend from Florida...and he asked me over Yahell ((Yahoo))and I said yesh...but I am still happy about it!! :D) Anyway, since you DONT know the guy (or really ME for that matter...) I thought it might be nice if you got to see what we talk about most of the time. But then I thought about it, and you wouldnt wanna see ALL that -.- So I will just show you the part where he asked me to marry him! :D Cam: Will you marry me? Toria: Of corse I will Cam Cam: Good.. so we're engaged now right? Toria: Yes Cam, we are now engaged. Cam: >.< YES!! I am so lucky :D Toria: *nods and hugs you* Yesh...and I kinda won here too ya know Cam: *Huggles* Toria: ^.^ *huggles back* See!? Isnt that sweet!? ^.^ Oh well, I know that some of you think I am crazy now for acting like this, but I have EVERY right to. You see, Cam is a guy I have known for...about two years now I guess. I used to go to school with im back in Florida. He like me, I like him...but we never went out. -.- Its not because he never asked me, or I never asked him. No no no no no. It was quite the oppisite. There were plenty of times for us to "hook up"...I just always said no becuase, since I had to move at the end of that year, I didnt want to start a relationship with a really nice guy when I would have to move away from him.... Anyway...I am getting all mushy and deep...but I cant stop it! >.< Its like I WANT to go and give you guys all the annoyingly boring details, but then a part of me wants to keep my private life...well...private. :| But oh fuckin well!! :D I have kept all this shit about how I feel about Cam locked away...and never told anyone except a little leather bound book I keep close to me at all times. Its time for the internet to know how I feel! ^.^ You see, I REALLY like Cam. So much, that I am willing to call it love. Yes, I said it, love. L-O-V-E....LOVE!! ^.^ Ookies, I am sure you are all wondering why I am ranting about love, and how I cold POSSIBLY know what love is. Well I will tell you this much... 1.) Love is when you shed silent tears every night for fear that he wont be there when you awake. 2.) Love is when you spend an entire day talking to him, but never tell him how you feel until he walks away...leaving you to whisper how your secrets to the winds. 3.) Love is when you know you have to move, so you run to his place. You fall into his arms and cry like you have all those nights in the past while he tells you it will be alright.... THAT is love...at least thats love to me. So now I am sure you ALL want to know why I never told him any of this. Never spoke up or gave him little hints about it... I did...SO many times, just as he sent me his own.... *sighs* I am starting to sound like a depressed love sick teen again....Oh well. ^.^ I'll be better as soon as I am done getting this all out of my system...which is now actually. If I reveal any more...I think I will break down into tears...*perks and listens to the radio* ...Good song is on...his song....time to get off here and fall into memory and hopes. Farewell, until Darker Thoughts emerge... Raelyn Hallea Saeroth (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 18th, 2004
6:43 pm	Great News Oh my gods....there is just SOOO much that I could talk about right now here in this little box about what went on today! I guess it makes sense to start at the begining, but my mind is such a blur right now, that might prove to be a difficult task. Anywho... I was just sitting around at home online (like always :P ) and I heard a knock at the door. *nods slowly* (I know what you are thinking, this is about to get WAY too boring since she is adding all these useless details. Well ya know what? Shove it! I dont care. My journal, my details. You dont wanna read it, then dont!) Now, as I was saying...I went to the door and low and behold two of my old friends from Florida, Arwen and Tater were there! ^.^ Tater grabed me and gave me a HUGE kiss as he held me tight....(Gods I am sounding like a preppie trying to write a porn....) Then Arwen did the same. We all got into Tater's car seeing as how he is the only one old enough to drive, and drove around. After a few hours of talking about stooped shit like WHY Spade ish in jail, why they came all the way to Virginia to see me...fun stuff like that. I found out a few things from this little encounter. One of which is that I still REALLY like both Tater and Arwen. Both of them are really sweet and care for me alot. Tater was acting like the same goof as always; he kept pulling me into his lap and giving me soft kisses on the neck....(Again, I sound like I am trying to write a porn -.- I swear I'm not though :s) Anyway...I think you can pretty much guess how the rest of the night went. We ate at Taco Bell at about 5 our time, then they dropped me off. More kisses and hugs from both of my little ex lovers...then tears as they left to take the 10 hour drive back to Florida. Before I get too full of myself with all my happiness....I should go. Farewell, until Darker Thoughts emerge.... Raelyn Hallea Saeroth (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 17th, 2004
10:28 pm	Look! Aha! I now have the ability to annoy you all with my useless rantings....something that I take great pride in. Why, you may ask, have I chosen to come to this site and post my boring and useless life? The answer is....I have no clue. Me and a few of my friends were talking and the name of this site got tossed out. So, those of us that didnt know about it, went here and set it all up. But all thats the boringest part of me...time to move into the fun stuff. ^.^ I have many names, so I dont really know what one I should tell you. I think the one I am most proud of would have to be Raelyn Hallea Saeroth. No, I am not from Egypt or some other Middle Eastern country. I just have an unusual name that I prefer over my actual one. Now seeing as how this is my very own first post on this site thingy, you would think that I would cram so much useless stuff in here, dont ya? No no no no no. You see, I have perfected the crud stuffing so I will not bore you with ALL the details at once. Rather, I will do so over the course of...as long as it takes. And by then, I will have more useless things to tell you...the cycle just keeps on going I tell ya! Anywho, I think I am done for the most part. I will share more of my dark and twisted life next time I get on here. Until then, rape and pillage all ya want! ^.^ Farewell. Until Darker Thoughts Arise.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)